Have you ever been...

As I sit at home with a bad flu, my mind wanders to places unknown.  Places that will never be.  Have you ever been in love with someone?  Someone you know you will never be with?  How can you be in love with someone you've never even met,  but you see him all the time?    This mystery man is talented, sexy, beautiful.  He does work for charities to make his country better.  The longing for me to be with him is so powerful.   I take one look at that person and I begin the fantasy.  The "will you know I exist if I'm standing right in front of you?" thoughts go through my head.  I jokingly say that I'm going to be your future wife, but I know that there will never be a chance that that will ever happen.  We live in two separate worlds  He's my idol, my dream.  My fantasy.  I always say, if I'm given a chance to meet him I could entice him with my smile and eyes...  but the downfall on that one, he already has a wife.  booo. and unfortunately, I will probably never ever get to meet him.

Seriously though, his name is Didier Drogba.  He is an amazingly talented footballer, from Cote d'Ivoire.  Today he played in the semi final first round of Chelsea vs Barcelona.  Surprisingly enough at 34, when he wants to be, he is still brilliant. Today was a day for him to shine.  He scored the one and only goal in this game and played an integral part of Chelsea moving ahead to round 2 in Barcelona as the leaders.  Yes, he has a few moments where he falls down a little too easy, but honestly, who doesn't?? 

Watching him play is my favorite past time.  There is talk that they will be trading him to China!  If he goes to China, my chances of meeting him have all but vanished!  Nothing would make me happier than to have photos of me and him together.  Photos of him on the practice pitch or better yet snapping shots of him on the field in one of his games.  And then of course, I would receive the game jersey right off his back and melt into his arms.  I'm sure there are dozens of women out there that want him because he's sexy.  I want him because he's talented!  I should win!!

The game where he collided with the keeper and was knocked out, I was almost inside my tv trying to touch him and make sure he was ok.  Yes, I guess you could say obsessed...  I don't like it when my baby gets hurt!!

So if there is anyone out there that can make miracles happen, my dreams would be complete to meet him and shoot him (not literally...  pictures people, pictures...).  Please make someone who struggles through life for everything she gets a little bit happier and allow me to meet my idol.  I can't get him out of my head.

Sorry Care bear, I'm sure this isn't the story you wanted, but this is my inner most deepest thoughts at the moment. 

Good night!

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