Friday night Blues

So most people by now will be in the mood for partaaaying and be pleased the weekend is here.  I too would on normal circumstances, feel the same way.  But since the accident each day is just a blur.  One melts into the next.  I see no difference or end in sight.  I need to try to get out of this mundane rountine, but my body is limiting me.  I don't remember what day yesterday was.  I'm not sure if it's the head injury or the repetition?  Each day I try to do a little bit more, but I find it frustrating.  It's seems to not go anywhere.  I feel dead. My headaches have returned.  The only pleasing thing from the accident was I had no headaches.  The last two days the headaches have returned.  I am so thrilled...  NOT. 

I want to paint. 

I want to sleep.

I want to remember what day yesterday was

I know I am getting better, but there are days when I just don't feel it. 

I am pretty sure tomorrow is another day.  Will it be the same as today?  I guess if I have a hard time remembering what yesterday was, then tomorrow should be a surprise!

Good night,

Rosie